This isn't a crush
May 8, 2023
This is not a crush, it is not a fling. The far-too-few moments we've spent together have been among the happiest in my life. I didn't even know a person could make me feel like you do, until you went and did. It's not merely a kindness when I smile for you or express interest in your whims. I know it's impossible, I know the odds are against us, I know I should let it go, I know, I know, I know.
But ⭐️, I am in love with you. Fully and wholly, from my core to my skin, every molecule in my body reaching for you, longing for you, desperate just to be in your presence, hear your voice, make you smile. Everything about you, everything I know, everything I don't know, everything you don't even know about yourself, your perfections, your imperfections. All of it, all of you… every last bit draws me in, pulls at me, tugs at my very being. Irresistible. I'm well beyond the event horizon, irrecoverable. Irrevocable. I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I do.